Because Everyone has to Let off steam

And if you're me, you probably don't have anyone to talk to. I can't talk to my own mother (More on that later) I'm angry about a lot of things. I left home nine years ago and crossed the Atlantic at age 16 to go to school in a city I came to love. My parents entrusted me to 'friends' and provided money for all my needs. First mistake 'rents - you should have told me. I thought I had to manage with what I had, One time I asked for money for clothes and they gave me money for one pair of payless shoes. A year and a half I was in their house I went around looking like a hot mess not knowing that you were paying them enough money for me to go on a shopping trip EVERY SINGLE MONTH!!! You paid their fucking mortgage in that big ass house while I worried every single day for 7 years about where I was going to stay. Is it always going to be like this? Are you always going to let people walk all over you like this. When are you going to let go of that stupid misplaced sence of honor that doesn't benefit anyone. Not you, Not God, your children Not anyone. For all the parents out their who are getting ready to send their children out of the country or anywhere LET THEM KNOW THEIR RESOURCES!!! I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL!!!. I LET THOSE ANIMALS WALK ALL OVER ME BECAUSE IDIDN'T KNOW.